Sometime in January this year, I wrote an entry about a disheartening episode in my life whereby someone dear had been hypocritical towards me. You have no idea how it saddens my heart, and just how very painful it is to even recall.

Today, I'm very glad that the situation has changed somewhat. Even though we both have never talked about it, I know the relationship is getting better (at least I hope I'm right this time!). I'm flattered that you are even willing to share about whats happening in your life. Things which were kept so private before.

I know this time there may be a chance that you are reading this. I plead with you, please lets not let history repeat itself. I know I have my flaws, and I may not be the kind of person you want me to be, whatever it is.

But if there really is something about me that bothers you, or something I did that offends you, do tell me openly. I know I contradict myself by saying it here, and so I hope this is the one and only time.

It means so much to me that we get along. To be someone you can trust and rely on should something trouble you, and that I can trust and rely on you too. And I mean it, from the bottom of my heart.

Labels: Ramblings

Scene 1

Amir : Ok Adik, Abah is going to take us to the swimming pool next week. He said we can take only one of our cousins along. I let you choose, ok? Adeena or Hannah?

Arif : Hmm... that's a tough decision to make for a 3 month old baby lah Abang. Lemme think...........

Adeena and Hannah : Pick me! Pick me!!

Amir : Hurry up lah! Just pick one out of two. Whats so difficult??

Arif : Ok I've made up my mind. We're taking Hannah!

Hannah : Yay yeh!! Thank you Arif!

Adeena : Boo hoo hoo....

Adeena : Abang Amir, take me pleaseeeee....

Amir : I'm sorry Adeena, Arif has made his choice. Abah said only one of you can follow. Maybe next time we'll take you ok.

Adeena : Hmmmpphh!!

Amir : Hooray! We're going swimming! I can't wait!!

Adeena : Just you wait Arif....!

Scene 2

Adeena : Hey Arif! Ohh.. you chose Hannah and not me to go swimming with you guys eh?? You know, I had Abang Amir all to myself before you came along! And now you guys just want to leave me behind!....... Take this....!!

Adeena : And this....!!

Arif : Hey hey wait first Adeena, let me explain!

Arif : We were just following Abah's orders. He said we can only take one of you along. So I thought, since we hardly get to see Hannah, we should take her. I'm sure there will be more outings that we can go together.

Arif : Boo hoo hoo... How could you have assumed that we purposely left you behind.. :(

Adeena : Oh... so that's the real story, huh?

Adeena : Oh oh~.... I've been so wrong about you guys..

Arif : Oh yes you have~!

Adeena : Oh dear, I'm sorry guys, for jumping to conclusions. I promise I won't do it again. (goes to Ayah for comfort)

Ayah : There there, don't worry dear. We all make mistakes. I'm sure Amir and Arif still love you...

Adeena : I love you too.... We go to the new Universal Studios at Sentosa together when its ready ok? And we'll take Hannah along too!

And so these are the days of our lives...... (to be continued).

P.S. Yes, Adeena's Ibu very the free right now lor... waiting for her to wake up for next feeding which should be anytime now... *yawwnnns*

Labels: cousins, Iman, kids speak

What?? No posts for October at all? I've really been THAT busy ke?

I'm still on leave yet it feels like I have not really done a lot of things for myself. Things which I think I won't be able to do once I start work.

I've been blessed to have been able to spend almost 24/7 with my baby that i shudder at the thought of going back to work. But back at work I will be soon.

As it is, I feel like theres a million and one things to do, macam neverending, just being a stay-at-home mum (and having to keep up with hubby's high standard of neatness :P). I wonder what it's going to be like later. I guess I'll cross the bridge when I get there.

For now, everyday is a weekend for me, and I want to enjoy it!

Labels: Iman, Parenting

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